MY INSPIRATION

This is a letter for a special person, a letter expressing my feelings for this special person. who, in one way or another gave me everything he has, and still loving me just the way I'm...

From the very moment that I was so LONELY, SAD and ALONE came the man who start changing my LIFE. He is like an angel come rushing at my side, whom ever wanted is to comfort me and stay as long as I want him too.First I was so eager to get away from him,knowing that he will also hurt me like what others do to women like me.I was then thankful that God had given me the chance to meet a person like him, full of passion,Love, Care,willingness and patience. Having him in my life makes everyday a living grace. Loving him is an important element in my present reason why I still live with hope and faith. I was so lucky for I always have him in good terms or in bad. He became my inspiration, he makes me remember how to SMILE while under pressure. He pulls me up whenever I'm down and make me strong when I'm weak and hopeless. I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life.' 'I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back...' 'I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.' 'I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.' 'I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel......'. I  always remind him that I'm the most SELFISH woman he will meet. If I'll be given the chance to go back to my past I will always choose the DAY that i met him. And that I will always take the path where he is and in return, of all the love, sufferings and sacrifices he had encountered being with me, I will never regret that I loved him and still Falling for him.Well, this present DAY of our relationship, We are getting stronger and he is  reason why I continue Writing.He taught me to forgive and start all over again to ease the pain and scars I gain from my past. With his love and my family's I can go on and reach for my dreams and soar high!! .


thanx alot buddy........!!!

Fear To Face Reality

 

Sometimes, when I am sitting alone in my room, lost in emptiness, I wonder like many others why do i fear to face reality?? Why am I not willing to accept reality?? Am I the only one or are we all the same??? Why don’t I act and do something??? I fool myself by telling myself that’s it fate...their fate....but I know the truth....even if I can do something....I wont...coz I fear reality....

Few days back while talking to a friend about this fear fact my condition is like "i know all" but don't have solution. I know I lie to myself frm so many years. When I was a teenager I was afraid that everybody would think that wat I was (after an accident). I needed desperately to hide myself. I developed a strong imagination that would help me invent what I didn't know. I started believing in that world of imagination. I kept trying on different masks to see which is the most comfortable, which affords me the most protection from exposure.Let's talk about fear. Whatever we fear controls us. Fear, if not confronted, prevents us from truly living. Fear is like a prison.

On some level we are all facing fear - afraid of being seen for who we truly are. Afraid of seeing ourselves for whom we really are. Afraid of confronting our limiting beliefs, we avoid facing fear by hiding.We run away thinking we can avoid our reality, but what we don’t realize is nothing ever goes away until it has taught us what we need to know. We can lie to ourselves or run all we want. we must accept suffering and open our hearts to look at how weak we are being by trying to avoid it. Only then can we discover that the very thing that terrifies us is in fact a way for us to reconnect with our true self. 

As I explored this new idea of "facing fear", I realized that I was actually very scared; I had created this perception of myself It was a fear of how I'd be perceived. And the reality i have found is... nobody is paying attention and no one is judging me. It was simply my fear, the old acronym, "False Evidence Appearing Real". By committing to facing fear and growing, I've learned so much about the other person and about myself. Facing fear will open new possibilities, for this i have to be brave enough to step outside of my comfort zone.

Long Distance Relationships

Long distance relationships are as special as any other relationship, however they come with the added baggage of being far from the respective partners, and that too by considerable distance. The traditional definition for a long distance relationship accounts to that 'intimate relationship in which the partners are separated over long distances'. This definition actually comes to being a lot more than merely their literal translation, as there are several aspects that one needs to think about, before committing themselves to a long distance relationship.

Long distance dating is manageable if you've got the right mentality for it, but it can still have its ups and downs, regardless of how strong you and your partner may be.

Before I get into how one manages a long distance relationship, I'd like to first say that these are not for everyone; some people simply aren't made to cope with such things, and there is nothing wrong with that.

If you're not made for long distance relationships, it's easy enough to avoid having one. If you are made for them, it's important you realize they're only meant to be a temporary fix -- your long term relationship goal should not be that of a long distance relationship! If all you want is someone to chat to over the phone and by email you can get that easily enough in the penpal section of your local paper. 

WORDS UNSAID & UNDONE.....

Ive been trying to find the right words that could make you understand why I should be doing this, but to no avail. It hurts deeply coz I have learned to live my life with you as part of it. With you I feel complete. And I know I'll be living the rest of my life feeling this emptiness.


These past days has been so wonderful coz I had spent it with you. It was the best times of my life. You make me laugh without really trying. I feel comfortable talking with you and I dont feel any restrictions. 

I want you to know that you've done nothing wrong. In fact, you've done done so much in keeping this relationship. You may blame me for being so weak. I admit I am.


Still i dont have enough words. Im just so sorry. I know I have caused you pain. Im so sorry for the things and words unsaid and undone.

LIFE IS WHAT, YOU MAKE OF IT.

Life a Journey

Life is a word which we use very often and very closely linked to everyone but yet everyone has his own view to look at it. For some it may be very good but for others it may be bad. Just like a journey which carries in itself different experiences for all those who dare to experience it. For a person journey starts the day a person takes birth and then it goes through his entire lifetime and ends up only after his death.


A word journey in itself contains the entire universe and when it gets associated with word life then its meaning goes beyond the universe. Life is like a flower when it blossoms gives happiness and joy to all and make life colourful and beautiful and sprinkles very fresh and sweet fragnance everywhere and when this flower starts drying up sprinkle sadness and dullness around it.


But to some extent it depends upon the person and his destiny that makes his journey of life good or bad. Focus should be to direct all the efforts towards making this journey of life colourful and beautiful just like fresh roses which gives everybody happiness and joy.